after days of desperate searching for a fur apparel,
i manage to get my hands on a fur vest i got from m'sia yesterday.
omg, im so contended now.
just a little update before im off celebrating my mum's birthday!
alrighty ciao!

keep holding on

Took the effort to doll up today, was late for Marn's class so i skipped.
Personally I’m not exactly fond of Friday classes, since it's so boring and all.
However, the art direction class is gradually heading for the better...in my opinion that is.
Not forgetting the timebomb for textile shall start counting from tomorrow onwards.
I'm petrified by the word textile itself. urgh.
So many things are piling up lately, and yet I'm as lazy as ever, probably worse...
and i will have to really start getting Clocky, okay you might not like the name for it but
i find that this little one could be extremely useful for me.
right, initially i wanted to review about McQueen's SS11 Ready-to-wear.
after typing everything out while watching the video of the collection in Youtube,
i realised people whom commented on Style.com think alike.

it feels as if though, she's doing the collection
for Alexander McQueen, not as McQueen himself.
i'm not quite keen on the repeated silhouettes from the past McQueen's collection.
the collection, i would say is less dark and more
feminine.i miss McQueen's astounding fashion.
nevertheless,i must say i'm quite impressed by Burton's
theme for this collection.

that's pretty much what i wrote.( sorry but i'm just too lazy to upload pictures of the collection here ) but Burton is good though. still, i'd rather she design for Alexander Mcqueen.
Enough talk about fashion before i get too carried away.
This month for me is like being completely lost and i'm sinking into the deepest depths of laziness. I need to find my light back, i need to constantly reminded myself to hold on.
holding on is definitely tougher than letting go.
time for war.

Could my hair please be at this length now so i can style it the way Taylor did.
love this hairstyle. it's so Ariel-ish!!!
it's so hard to choose which shade of red im going for, there's so much to consider!!
Since my skin isnt really fair with pink undertone ( which by the way upsets me alot because i've been dying for a healthy white skin ) really makes me wonder if red would look good on me...
i absolutely do not want it to turn ORANGE, that will have to be my worst nightmare - EVER.
so in a blink of an eye, the one week break we had pass us by so quickly...
term 2 is gonna be soooo much more hectic and work load heavy i can smell it.
i just hope i don't fail anything because i really dont want to redo textiles all over AGAINNNN.
i'd rather to be dragged to hell.
will have to save more now, my wishlist is seriously getting out of hand... i'm perfectly aware that i'm buying to fulfil my empty heart, thats what shopaholics (like me) are. The heart has forgotten happiness, and im just filling it with things that would make me happy so that my heart won't die. i'm not depress or anything, but my heart has really been empty for far too long.
*awkard silence* lol... kay whatever.

i've pretty much decided on going red next.
probably the colour of the first picture, and getting my hair a little more wavy
or even curls. im tired of having straight hair all the time.
the only problem left is; my hair is not long enough yet.

the first picture is JC's Xit, omg it's gnna be an IT thing i know it...
Second picture are fully loaded with Senso's heels.
i'm having shoe-orgasm now... omg i cannot handle this shoestruck.
i need them to in my rag now. NOW.

if my illustrations can magically become real, i will just spend my whole life illustrating money
and shoes. AHHAHAHAHA. oh, and dream guy too. fufuufufufufu.

hell week, week seven.

this week is literally gonna be hardcore.
i can't help but to ponder whether or not i should get some rest,
trading sleep with tumblr and schl work seems like a brilliant idea for me...
but not for my complexion, apparently.
i hope i'm able to finish everything by this week.
time sure flies.i could really use a pause button now just to breathe in everything
i'm missing out on.
oh, and my plans on going into fashion communication are wavering.
i'm leaning more towards fashion textile and fashion management?
fashion design is definitely out of my league. decisions, decisions...

Alexander McQueen fall RTW 10

just before bidding the world goodbye, McQueen left his final ready-to-wear collection, which of course, took our breath away.
I've always giving alot of my attention to McQueen shoes, every detail, every story that was
told in his collection.
what intrigued me is the design, although it is hard not to admit that it sends chills down your spine...if only i'm able to afford labels... if only.
i strongly believe that his final collection has got something to do with his death,
and these heels had proven my theories.(i've been grieving)
nevertheless this shoe is an eye candy, amazing, breath taking. he won't be forgotten.

school work is starting to pile up as of now.
i'm freaking out, seriously. there's so many things to do!!!!
and my attendance isn't perfect, so there's a need to worry.
lets just hope that i'll survive. fingers crossed xx